I want my ex husband back for three years before we married. Immediately after we were married, I got pregnant with our 1st daughter. 8 months after birth I was pregnant with our second child. She did not want her and did not recognize that I am pregnant all the time. At any time I want to talk about the baby that would change the subject. There was a lot of emotional and mental abuse in question. I tried to talk to him and get him to go to counseling. When we talk about our problems, we spend more time talking about how we divide things if we get a divorce. I finally decided that we should split after 2.5yrs marriage.
I want my ex husband back astrologer He did not once try to talk about our problems for 2 weeks. Anyway, long story short. we divorced and remarried 8 weeks later. He remarried 6 months later his former girlfriend who was in front of me (which removed him from it). I again now married for almost 3 years. My ex husband and I got married one month shy, per day, 3 years. since I have had a w / my current husband baby. But I've realized how much I love and miss my ex. We both have recently spoken and they have said yes to miss each other and if something happens with our marriage we will get back together. I think both are hoping that we will get back together. One of the first nights we spoke to told me that wished he would have expected from me instead of remarrying. Tonight we had tornadoes toward us and came online just to tell me to do the time because I did not want to miss. his words "do not want to lose you." So it made me feel better, of course.
But it's so hard being married to a man whom I love, but I hate my ex. I'm not sure what is the plan of God, although I'm not very religious at all. To keep my sanity I tell myself that if we are destined to be together, then we'll be together. But my heart aches all the time. I need your touch and kiss. I need it! I feel safe when I'm with him. Life is definitely not the same. I stay depressed all the time. I do not know if I sabotaging my marriage or if it's just not working. I'm not trying to ruin it. Today my husband complained to me about the house is dirty. He said he was becoming resentful. In the back of my mind I was thinking that sounds awful of me so anyway that's my story long and thanks for reading if it did to the bottom.